Preperation

I will probably arrive in Canada in the summer/autumn of 2027, after I’ve crowdfunded and saved enough money for the trip.

 

I want to give it a chance, even though I fully understand that it’s been a long time since we first met, and I don’t even know if she would want to see me again. Maybe I’ll meet her family… We’ll see. I just want to stay faithful and true to my feelings.

I am so much interested how is she, what she feels, if she got already married? How is life in general?

 

This is not a joke—I need someone to be with. And ever since I met Joanna, no one else has truly caught my attention. I don’t want to force myself to fall in love with someone else, because I genuinely appreciate the feelings that have grown for Jo.

Those feelings inspired me to build websites, write poetry, create videos, sing, and paint.

 

I even started doing more sports, although I haven’t been able to recently. A few days ago, I had an operation on my right leg to remove varicose veins. Now it looks like new—but I’ve been completely drained like Jean Claude Van Damme in Kick Boxing 3 breaking the Palm Tree...

As Chief Shepherd having said it all I am ready to get shot through the heart...